What do you think I will get from the court? A fine and ban or ......... ?

Not sure why you have 3 exclamation marks after saying you're female and 19 at the time of the offence!!! So what? Think of the person you love and treasure the most. Now think of a reckless car plowing into them and harming them severely, or worse. Do you still think safety laws are unfair? A car is a loaded bullet.